who may I ask is calling?

Thursday, July 15, 2010

there must be something in the air


Why do I feel as though there is something wrong with me. I haven't really kissed my boyfriend for like a week and a half and it is literally killing me. I know I am a part of it, but every time I try to go in my body pulls away. Just miss how things used to be. I know that I am clingy and occasionally stubborn (ok a lot) but its not like I want to sabotage things. Though in most cases I do set myself up for disaster (unknowingly) I just never had to worry about another person before (besides family and friends). Relationships are difficult, especially in a dating relationship. I feel like there is so much expected of me and I have no idea what it is. Maybe its because there shouldn't be any expectations. I don't like failing...I just want some guidance...

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