I have realized that working my butt off will get me no where here. I am only hurting myself. I am a month away from my 5 years and I feel a sense of "non-accomplishment".
Seniority will not help me get the job. Giving the member all I have got will mean nothing to management. All they care about is getting more money out of the member. I just want to get the member out of Costco as soon as possible. Who cares about getting the lines down! That is what I am good at, so why do they not care?
I will get beat out by the lazy and the crabby people. Doesn't Costco want an employee that will be nice to everyone. I guess not. I feel emotionally drained from this place. My coworkers are angry at management for picking people with lesser seniority. I am too I guess....but I am over it really. (but not really) We will see how things turn out in the months to come.
Yes, I know I should quit, but it is honestly hard to get out....unless something falls into your lap or you have amazing connections. Everyone time I want to leave I get a raise.....but when will the raise not matter to ones sanity? I should probably leave before I have a mental breakdown.
